Crappy Day
Posted by: jpcarter33 on: November 26, 2008
So, today was the crappiest day ever.
First, I went to set up my surgery. I found out my portion of payment is $1500.00. I have that in my expected tax refund. But, being jobless….. I can not justify making a new debt. I will have the cash with my income tax refund. However, what if I don’t get recalled to my job? What if I don’t get a new job by then? I will need that money in savings for my family. I need to put my family first, right? My cooter is crying, as am I………………
I also have REALLY HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE. It was 174 over 111. That should be my priority. I need to be here for my boys, and the fireman. I need to go on meds and take care of my self. The surgery is elective, and I must elect NO. That blows chunks. My poor poo nanner.
Tell me I am making the right decision. Please.
I need some support………………….
Love you guys, who at least read.
Love and smootches.
J____________
4 Responses to "Crappy Day"
November 26, 2008 at 12:25 pm
You gotta elect no, and I think you did it for the right reasons.
November 26, 2008 at 4:30 pm
I agree with the elect no. Eventhough it would be a nice thing to never deal with pain in the ass aunt flow again it is gonna come naturally eventually so why not use that money on your fam or something else
November 26, 2008 at 11:39 pm
I agree. Dont use the money on anything if you don’t have to, and once you are in a situation where you can revisit this procedure, then you will have money put away.
If you do this now, and you need that money for your family, you are going to feel guilty and hate yourself.
You’re making the right decision. I know it sucks (I have painful periods.. Extremely.. painful) and I know I would love to get rid of it.
But you’re right. Family first darlin.
Chin up. It will all work out in the end!
November 26, 2008 at 9:12 am
That is a big amount you have to contribute. You good use it for better things than getting rid of Aunt Flo, you’ve been used to her coming around every once in a while.
And you can use the money for your boys.
You are doing the right thing to elect no.